Monday, January 4, 2010

inside the thoughts of Lindsey

I am so confused. My sister and I talked about everything and we managed to work everything out. Things were great for about three days ( Yes dad, I am magical, I called that). I tried so hard to keep everything good between us, i was as nice as i possibly¡ly could be. I helped out extra, doing work around the house so that she could see that I was making an effort. But sure enough things started to go back to the way that they were, her not talking to me and just telling me what to do. I feel like they are purposely making me feel left out (my two sisters). They are constantly playing around and joking, but then if i try to join in they ignore me. All of this really amkes me miss my real sister. I mean sure she would yell at me and tell her to leave her alone, but at least she never ignored me. And besides, Kelly´s hair changes colors, how many people can say that they have a sister who´s hair changes colors.

I want this experience to be the best year of my life, but the first half has been a constant flow of one problem after another. I just want to have fun, I mean have the time of my life laughing all day fun. I think that I owe it to myself to find a family that will help me to do that. Who knows what this next half of my year has in store for me, all I know is that it is my choice.

Oh yeah, so as you all know I am in the jungle right now. I have found out that the traditional clothing from one of the cities here are amazing, so guess what, I AM BUYING SOME!! and i am learning the dance to go with it!!!

I will post more photos when I get back to Huancayo

Love and miss you all


  1. are you buying presents for your american friends too? lol just kidding :)


  2. Because you're being so darn NEGATIVE about your trip, you need a piece of something positive: when you come home, guess what! You're going to have fun here! And you're going to further appreciate your sister which in turn will only improve your relationship. Maybe you aren't having the time of your life... but that's because you're not on vacation! You're still living a normal life which just so happens to be in Peru. And just like anyone could have an undesirable home life in America, anyone could have an undesirable home life in Peru. Don't let it get to you ALL the time. Find a way to have fun around them! And knowing you, you'll probably have no problem finding that way. :)


  3. Throw a rock at her. Or change her hair color in the middle of the night. Hang in there, it'll get better.